The Ring was cool. :)
I’ve always sort of loved scary movies. And now I know why. They relieve stress. They lift the soul. They show you a nightmare in a safe setting. Instead of all alone in your bedroom… late at night… with only a tiny stuffed kitty to grab hold of during a very scary bit.
Funny how life can be like a well-written piece of literature. Every detail of the environment contributing to the theme, the mood, the plot. The presence of Fog (capitalized on purpose, yo) the other night was a very… appropriate detail. Especially when we were driving to Albany. I was specifically thinking to myself “which way do I go? What choice should I make? I can’t see it.” And then I suddenly noticed that it was so foggy outside that Hiro was having trouble seeing the road. Shook me up. And the change from sunny-autumn to Oregon-rainy-overcast-autumn also paralleled things in my life. My mood swing began when the weather changed.
This morning, after watching The Ring, I woke up feeling very good. Smiling, glowing, giggling. I cuddled with my yellow stuffed kitty and purred. THEN I looked outside and saw that it was SUNNY! I don’t know if the weather affects me, or if I’m psychically affecting the weather. :)
When I was a child, I used to play a game with the wind. I would stare out the window at the dancing walnut leaves, and I’d dare them to move faster. I’d mentally taunt them, tease them, and sometimes they would move faster. I used to believe I had power over the wind. I’d go outside when it was windy and beg the wind to make me fly.
I also remember being able to point at a fuzzy tv screen, and sometimes it would clear up. It got to be a joke at my house. If the tv was fuzzy, my mom would yell “emily! come fix the tv!” and I’d come down and point at it… and I guess it cleared up more often than it didn’t… because my mom really did call me down to “fix” it.
I was a strange child. And I don’t think I can do any of those things anymore. But I still have this passionate love for wind and lightning. And static electricity. :) Yay. Go strange Emily. Did I mention that I love cats too?
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