pill pms crap

I hate being on the birth control pill for the following reasons:

  • NAUSEA
  • I feel like I’m constantly underwater
  • my mood swings get worse
  • NAUSEA
  • my periods feel foreign
  • NAUSEA

*sigh*

Yesterday I wasn’t sure if I’d taken a pill that morning, so I took another one last night. This morning, I was really really sick. Puking up empty air and water since 7am this morning. (It’s now nearly 11am). I’m missing class right now too. I emailed my teacher and tried to discreetly explain that no, I’m not hung-over but I don’t know if she got the email in time… I didn’t want to miss class today. This means I can’t miss friday’s class after the Sherman Alexie talk… gah.

Anyway… I think I’m going to go puke again… I wish this would stop. nothing helps. Even puking doesn’t help the nausea go away. god i hate this… I just want to die.