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I had this dream last night… a really sweet dream. But I only remembered it this afternoon.

I don’t remember the details, but I remember the feelings it gave me. I was spending time with this person with whom I’m currently on very poor terms with. We were just hanging out, like friends do… going to parks, watching the ocean, talking a lot. The dream was more like a jumbled sequence of memories… all the good memories, and none of the uncomfortable moments. It was really sweet. The dream felt like a gift from somewhere. Like a someone was trying to convince me “See? Remember? Wasn’t that nice? Don’t you miss that?” The dream felt so nice…. Like a warm and cozy hug… being cocooned in something soft and warm.

Sladkiy son o kislom kivi

I felt nostalgic and sad when I remembered the dream. But not in the least guilty for not feeling this way before. Dreams are just dreams… especially dreams like that. I am not denying the fact that I do miss the good things about that relationship. But despite the nostalgia, that relationship is over.

Fukai kiui o yumemitta… demo kono yume wa kokochiyoi da. Odorokubeki…!